October 2012, Afternoon after rain…

 

So cloudy outside. World seems really dark
I always thought I like rainy days b’coz the cold, calm and quite
But this afternoon, I hate it!
I don’t know why.
But the chill air brushed past window and door chilled me
Suddenly make me feel so cold and alone.
Lonely.
I feel pitiful and yearning for something warm
I hate the feeling. The vulnerable.
The need for another human or presence to make it complete.
I don’t like it
I hate rainy days
I hate it this afternoon
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